It's Sunday again. I haven't bled in eight days. I find myself going to the bathroom without checking the toilet paper. It's been forever since I did that. I think, finally, that I am healing. I feel like the next bleeding will be a period, and then Jared and I can start trying again. I have started talking to God again and telling Him I want a restored relationship--for Him to come back to me, and for me to come back to Him. It's slow going.
Jared and I celebrated our fourth wedding anniversary on Thursday! He brought me roses and took me out to dinner. I got him a CD he asked for, and a gift card to Best Buy--his favorite store. We're just not the kind of people who need big, elaborate gifts.
On Friday, we got a puppy. Her name is Josie, and she's an English bulldog. We have been planning on getting her for a year and a half. Jared's never had a dog, but always wanted this particular breed. I had Ginger, who was a mutt. She was a great dog, and I hope Josie will be a great dog too. We're butting heads on house-training, currently.
I guess, all said and done, it's been a great week and I have a lot to be thankful for. I'm trying to go back to being more vocal in my talks with God about the good things He's done for me. But honestly, after all He has allowed me to go through, it's hard to go back to the way it was before.
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