Sunday, July 22, 2012

Useless Update

At my appointment with the birth center last Tuesday, I had two exams that went fine, and blood work done.  The blood work came back normal in every way.  I also had an ultrasound on Saturday.  The sonographer couldn't see a thing wrong with me--said she couldn't ask for a more perfect looking set set of ovaries and uterus.  So there are still no answers.

I did stop bleeding last night and haven't really bled in the last 24 hours.  But I'm not ready to say I'm healing.  I stopped bleeding for five days at the beginning of this month, and then things got really bad.  Maybe if I don't bleed for 10 days, I can say with certainty that I'm healing.

I cancelled my regular doctor's appointment on Friday where I was going to talk about anxiety.  I guess I was hoping that I would be better soon on my own.

Tomorrow starts my second full week of kindergarten, and I've got to say, I'm not a fan.  I've done three years of first grade assisting, and when I started kindergarten last year, I came in the middle of September, when the students all knew the rules and were familiar with the routine.  When they come in at the beginning, they know nothing.  I find myself very tired all day, all week.  My patience runs thin.  I loved first grade, but now the school system has changed it so that first grade assistants are paired with 2-3 teachers, instead of one.  I've done that before and didn't like it at all.  I'm not ready to look for something else, but I wouldn't shut the idea out entirely.

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