At this point, I'm 90% certain I'm not pregnant. I've continued to spot in brown and pink for five days. So, last week when I didn't bleed was just a temporary respite from my miscarriage bleeding, which has now continued another week. That means I bled for four weeks, got a week off, and have now finished out a fifth week of bleeding.
I don't know how many times I've asked, pled, begged, demanded that God would heal me. I know He is good, but it doesn't feel like it. I know He's with me, but it doesn't feel like it. I know He cares, but it doesn't feel like it.
It's too late today, but I'll call the Birth Center on Monday for some advice. I want nothing more in life than to get my period and then stop bleeding.
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