Monday, October 1, 2012

How Should I Hope?

It's been less than a week into our wait, and I am already looking for signs I might be pregnant.  I feel I can't help it--I want to hope so badly, but I also don't, because I don't want to be disappointed if I'm not.

As pathetic as it sounds, I've counted the times I've visited the bathroom today so far: eight.  Most days, that number is four.  Maybe, five.

Of course, what does that prove?  Nothing.  My silly little mind, reaching out to grasp at straws.  I really don't like the two week wait.  I just want to know, one way or the other.  Still need to wait another eight days before I can check.

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