Choose

Tomorrow morning is the first of several milestones.  I have to consciously choose not to worry about it.  Worry is a detriment and unhealthy.  It does no good, only harm.  And yet, don't we cling to it?  Don't you catch yourself in your thoughts, being caught up by whatever happens to be wrong at that given moment?  It's such a difficult thing to let go of.  I am trying so hard to be positive and to trust that God is actually going to bless us with a healthy, living child this time.